Jeez

My first entry makes me wanna laugh and vomit. I guess you could say i was pretty emo. And that's just real sad. I didn't even follow my own advice.But life is full of mistakes. I f**ed my grades up. I hurt all the people I cared about. I lost my self respect. I let others use me. I even contemplated becoming a major slut. But one day i woke up. I person i respect very much told me point blank" WHO THE F**K ARE YOU?" Just like her I couldn't recognise myself. I was hollowed eyed. So very empty. Instead of dieing I dragged my self from the(self)wreckage. Mabye others can learn from my expirence. I know I did.