A blanket of Despair

Well today freakin blows. A Junior at my small school died. In a car wreck. He was hill topping with another boy. His name was Gauge. He died and the other boy is in the ICU. He could possibly be a vegetable. Only a half a day tomorrow. The whole school is racked by grief. I'm sad even though I didn't know him that well-to think he'll never have a wife,or kids. It's so bad. Then me and Kyle broke up. On this awful day. But I'm sorta relieved. I like this guy named Austin, and I still like James. Wicca and self hypnosis is my only escape. And Bethany drifts so far away. Oh well I don't care its all a shit hole.