Rain, rain rain go away

Rainy today and alot of people got some problems but i'm fine. Austin.............whatever don't even want to talk about him. why does this keep happining? Like I said it's an emo world
swirling green down a window pane
green running in your mouth
green carreseing your chilled finger

Geeting better all the time

So I started dressing sunshiny and making the friends I had before "the group". Which is all the metal punks I hung with. So I feel so much better. Manicures are so cool.

Things are alot better.

WHO CARES!!!!

People say I'm to grown up for this place.................................. it's so shitty...........

A blanket of Despair

Well today freakin blows. A Junior at my small school died. In a car wreck. He was hill topping with another boy. His name was Gauge. He died and the other boy is in the ICU. He could possibly be a vegetable. Only a half a day tomorrow. The whole school is racked by grief. I'm sad even though I didn't know him that well-to think he'll never have a wife,or kids. It's so bad. Then me and Kyle broke up. On this awful day. But I'm sorta relieved. I like this guy named Austin, and I still like James. Wicca and self hypnosis is my only escape. And Bethany drifts so far away. Oh well I don't care its all a shit hole.