OMG OMG amazing movie is Across The Universe. Blow your mind. Musicical about the hippies and The Beatles................more later

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Been a while. Brad has come to a full circle. He is completely a dick. And so it's pretty much over. 2 other guys like me. Kyle(ex bf who I cheated on w/Chris) he just moved back(been gone 4 months) Then this guy named Austin Vandunbuckle. It's crazy..............so no ROCK STAR for lunch wah........

My head is not ok

Is it silly to pretend to a rich bi- yah know...I like to be mean just for alittle while. It gets rid of so much stress!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BFF thinks I'm acting funny which I am I guess....Not my fault.Life dealed me a crappy hand of cards. Deppresion hits suddnely .Yah know? I still cut I can't quit. Every two weeks. I let it heal then start again.........

not like 130 is fat cause I'm fine with it. I just feel so strange.

White pills aren't for me(right?!)

I am so right I'm tired of guys. But I want to have one Brad is a good BF though. He dosen't deserve me. I just wish he was more my type. I watched Garden State and cried. It was fucking amazing........I never seen such LOVE. I want that. Zach Braff is just amazing. I think I'm going to throw up. I eat like a horse lately. I weigh like 130 . And probaly more now....God why do I feel so crazy........................wah...................snifffles...I'm good...........

Love triangles make me sic

James, Brad, James, Brad...........I'm so confused I don't want to hurt Brad or go back to James. Guess what I found out is my body wants to be pregnant so bad that I feel the pregnant symptoms. WEIRD! So anyway a guy I like leaned in and put his nose up to me and my heart nearly exploded..........cause I thought he was going to kiss me.........and I wanted him to. Brad rellay likes me! I just get in these weird moods. And these damn symptoms don't help. I rellay want a baby .....................