this is now

Things have changed alot. Me and James are over. And in some why it is a relief. I just not attracted to him. We broke up over no communication. And he hates me because I moved on. I just don't like being alone. I am a strong woman, but this is what I need. His name is Brad. He is really refreshing. Tall, well built. And when I kissed him, whoa hadn't felt like that in two months. we talk on the fun and it is great. I give alot in relationships. But I always hope for something back, you'd thing I'd give up. Its like I have short time memory loss. Brad is so down to earth. James controlled himself. I think he takes longer to dress than I do. And Chris, just as a guy hes cool, but in relationships he sucks. So I'm rellay sick. I have infections in my body trying to kill me. But things are working as in medicine.