Wonder

Have you ever looked at your partener and wondered can he hurt me. Do I see him abusing me? (or her) It is a funny question. Last night my dad said if thats a lip ring your life is over. I'm sad about it, i mean it wa sa part of my life. I'm getting out for spring break!!! Except I'll miss James. He got me SCARY KIDS SCARING KIDS CD for christmas.Hes so sweet...................

Oh yah sean my beats in my heart all night long can you feel it.......................



You took me home I drank to much, cause of you my liver turns to dust
when your heart drops to the floor like an open bleeding sore
then you wil bleed like ive bleed

I'M MOST WANTED BY PARENTS .....

So lets set the scene ..Camera phone on video...Bethany ready..1.2.3 pierce. Now you have a Monroe...oops some one told........millions of teachers..........calls Ur mom........she storms in and takes you away..........she hates me tells me to stay out of your fucking life.........she takes you away .........all the stuff you cherish.....POOF!!!!!! but your li'bro says you'll be back next Wednesday ............YES ....will be awkward between us.........having your mom hating me and all.............yikes....well this is the conclusion....don't take risks when your heart(and gut).

Say What*say my name*

Yesterday James told me a secret so earth shattering. And I still love him...he was afraid I wouldn't love him any more. No he is not gay.hahhahahahah I just feel like writing this. So you know what I hate......crappy lip gloss. You know sparkles and gummy and stupid colors. i like clear colors that highlight what you got....and guys like how good you taste and how soft your lips are. Also guys like to smell your hair and rub it .Why is it so interesting to them? On another thing I hate is when people judge you by how you dress or how much you and your freaking friends hang out and hug and what not. Do you think revenge is sweet ,i do it tastes jelly belly's.or was it gummy bears................So this little dude made fun of me and called me emo bitch metal face....so he has community service. So he had to clean the school windows. He walks away and I smear my face,spit, And gum on it.It was a great mess.
i can't wait to see James. i can't face my mirror ...........................

That one guy named Sean makes laugh he can't remember my name, that's to bad...................to be continued